11 months ago on
9 June 2011 @ 10:56am
Anonymousi used to burn myself and i cut for the first time last week. now i can't think about anything else but the blade. i'm terrified that someone will find out because it's summertime and these scars are harder to hide than i expected. to prevent from cutting, i hit myself until i bruise. it makes explanations and secrets so much easier... the worst part is that my best friend knows, but doesn't try to help at all.
You’ve got to think of it this way, you done it once and you stopped - your best friend doesn’t need to say anything. I mean, sure, some reassurance would be lovely, but she can’t exactly say I want you to stop when you’ve already stopped? Nonetheless, if I was you - I’d still be upset about it. Ask her about it, what she thinks about it. Why are you so upset? No-one deserves to feel pain when it’s not their fault. I’m sure you a lovely, strong and beautiful person. You shouldn’t harm yourself, you don’t deserve that. I promise, you a beautiful. Things may get worse but soon, they’ll pick themselves up and get better xx
