I’m sure that you’re parents don’t love your sister more than you, I don’t actually think that’s possible for parents, just tell them you feel neglected, I used to feel like that and I said that to my mum and dad and they were like nice to me afterwards and told me they weren’t neglecting me etc etc. I’m sure you’re beautiful; I don’t need a picture to see that. If you’re being bullied, it’s best to talk to a teacher of your parents; bullies are cowards and you are so much stronger than them! As for first kisses, who cares?! You’re probably only young, you’re probably still a teenager; live your life! Get good grades, explore as far as you want too! Leave all the romantic hassle till later, when you’re ready! Please don’t feel down, you’re amazing and the fact that you can admit the way your feelings just goes to show how strong and brave you are, stop the facade and let someone know how you’re feeling. Get it off your chest, it’ll help xxx