I had a friend that I miss with all my heart. Years ago, I feel like I abandoned her. We were a grade apart in middle school and went to different high schools. We lost touch around then. I've tried contacting her via her various blogs on the internet but she doesn't seem to want my friendship anymore. I've told her I was sorry for whatever I did all those years ago (we're in our early-mid 20's). I miss her. She was probably the person who made me who I am today. She was like me. Different. We still are but I don't know how to mend this friendship and I don't want to call her (I still have her house phone memorized). I've left her my cell to text me. I don't even know what to say but basically I'm worried about her and I miss her.